Caroline Brunet

Fear of failure is a great motivator. Hate also works nicely in a pinch. You dont see these emotions in Caroline Brunets face. They manifest themselves in how the worlds best female kayaker trains, how she thinks and how she speaks. With refreshing un-Canadian candor she tells you, I hate losing more than I love to win. Its been her mantra, first in French, then in English, since age 13, when she won her first race at home in Lac Beauport, Que.



Many Canadian athletes say theyre thrilled just to go to the Olympics and will happily settle for a personal best. Brunet doesnt toe that party line. The Canadian way is to think, O.K., go out, do your best and have fun, she says. For me its not enough to go to the Olympics to participate. Im never satisfied.

World-championship medals arent enough. For the past three years, Brunet has owned the kayak world, winning eight of the nine gold medals available in K-1, or solo, events. But its like having a closet full of shoes and nothing to wear. Theyre nice, but theyre not enough, she says. I could win 20 times in a row at the worlds, but I need to know I have succeeded in this sport. To really do that, you need to win at the Olympics.

Sydney will be her fourth Olympics, but the first in which she is a favorite. At Seoul in 1988, as a shy 19-year-old, she was 13th. When I think back, I was soooo naive, she laughs. In 1992 she improved and finished seventh.

She concluded that doing things the Canadian way was just not good enough. She revamped her training program, settled in Denmark and hired former world canoe champion Christian Frederiksen as her coach. (He also was for a time her lover.) Brunet captured silver at Atlanta in 1996, losing by 0.2 sec. She thought silver was O.K. until the replay showed how close she was to gold. That made it worse, she says, Even now it bothers me.

Losing in Sydney, no doubt, would bother her more. So she trains 30 hours a week: 20 on water, 10 in the gym. After I retire, she vows, Ill never go into another gym again. The grind of a sport that has no off-season has left Brunet, 31, with nagging shoulder and hip pain in her sturdy 152-lb., 5-ft. 8-in. frame, and scar tissue from muscle rubbing on bone in her behind. My bum is so sore, she says, voicing the kayakers lament.

Brunet is hedging her bets in a way, opting to add the K-2, or two-person kayaking, challenge by teaming with Karen Furneaux, 23, an Olympic rookie. Its the first time for me sharing anything, says Brunet of the partnership. Ive never before had to share victory. Its nice to share good moments. This is something Ive found out very late.